Monday, December 22, 2014

'Tis the Season


Christmas Sunday. Don't my babies look so precious in their festive get-up? As you can see, Harry wasn't really feeling it and I threatened Elle with Santa worry to get those smiles......

After weeks of missing church (like not going all of December) yesterday was a great Sunday to return to. What a slap in the face to get you back into the spirit of the TRUE meaning of Christmas? Its not about their red/green outfits. Or getting the perfect picture before church (or getting the perfect picture in front of the huge Christmas tree at church that didn't happen...). It is ONLY about the birth of Jesus. Celebrating HIS birthday by responding to God's graciousness in our lives and giving Him ALL the glory for ALL of our blessings.

I remember Christmas 2009, so pregnant with Elle, and being so emotional during the whole Christmas season. I kept putting myself in Mary's shoes and trying to grasp the depth of her situation. Pregnant with the MESSIAH. The ONE who would save the entire world from their sin. It was/IS unfathomable. MARY. What an incredible woman she was. So trusting. So obedient. I can learn a lot from her. This prayer was read yesterday accompanied by a video of stills of precious newborns and images from The Passion of the Christ. I've never heard this prayer before but it had me breathless.

God. O infant-God. Heaven’s fairest child. Conceived by the union of divine grace with our disgrace. Sleep well.

Sleep well. Bask in the coolness of this night bright with diamonds. Sleep well, for the heat of anger simmers nearby. Enjoy the silence of the crib, for the noise of confusion rumbles in your future. Savor the sweet safety of my arms, for a day is soon coming when I cannot protect you.

Rest well, tiny hands. For though you belong to a king, you will touch no satin, own no gold. You will grasp no pen, guide no brush. No, your tiny hands are reserved for works more precious:
to touch a leper’s open wound,
to wipe a widow’s weary tear,
to claw the ground of Gethsemane.

Your hands, so tiny, so white—clutched tonight in an infant’s fist. They aren’t destined to hold a scepter nor wave from a palace balcony. They are reserved instead for a Roman spike that will staple them to a Roman cross.

Sleep deeply, tiny eyes. Sleep while you can. For soon the blurriness will clear and you will see the mess we have made of your world.

You will see our nakedness, for we cannot hide.

You will see our selfishness, for we cannot give.

You will see our pain, for we cannot heal.

O eyes that will see hell’s darkest pit and witness her ugly prince . . . sleep, please sleep; sleep while you can.

Lie still, tiny mouth. Lie still, mouth from which eternity will speak.

Tiny tongue that will soon summon the dead, that will define grace, that will silence our foolishness.

Rosebud lips—upon which ride a starborn kiss of forgiveness to those who believe you, and of death to those who deny you—lie still.

And tiny feet cupped in the palm of my hand, rest. For many difficult steps lie ahead for you.

Do you taste the dust of the trails you will travel?

Do you feel the cold seawater upon which you will walk?

Do you wrench at the invasion of the nail you will bear?

Do you fear the steep descent down the spiral staircase into Satan’s domain?

Rest, tiny feet. Rest today so that tomorrow you might walk with power. Rest. For millions will follow in your steps.

And little heart . . . holy heart . . . pumping the blood of life through the universe: How many times will we break you?

You’ll be torn by the thorns of our accusations.

You’ll be ravaged by the cancer of our sin.

You’ll be crushed under the weight of your own sorrow.

And you’ll be pierced by the spear of our rejection.

Yet in that piercing, in that ultimate ripping of muscle and membrane, in that final rush of blood and water, you will find rest. Your hands will be freed, your eyes will see justice, your lips will smile, and your feet will carry you home.

And there you’ll rest again this time in the embrace of your Father.

Mary's Letter by Max Lucado

Doesn't it just leave you breathless? Speechless? It does me.

And since I have no words to follow....

 I leave you with this....


M E R R Y  |  C H R I S T M A S


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